♥ I Care ,
Sunday, October 31, 2010 10:09 PM


Behind every beautiful girl, there is a dumbass guy who did her wrong and made her strong.

BORING holiday ._.
whole day at home . sian can? :/
MY SOTONG OVERSEAS LIAO :( 
wednesday then come back ;(
holy , is the starting of the holiday only leh~ ._.
die die . teach me how to spend my holiday away~ :X
i dun wan to start my holiday hw so early ><
oh . today is ..
E.L.ROY XU MIN JIEJIE :D
; Baddie! ; Emo kia 
& TOMMY LEE LAM :X 's
Birthday :D HAHA .
Happy Birthday . Enjoy your day HEHE .
HALLOWEEN ALSO ><
WTF ._. spending halloween at home alone .
boring :/ everyone is out to work .
that rich kid ._. gonna buy ipod touch HMM! .
go work not at home pei me :/ WHAT A BROTHER :@
Byeee (;
How can I go on pretending that everything is fine, nothing has changed, nothing’s still possible and some things are still the same when after I convince myself I can forget you, I start falling for you again?


Saturday, October 30, 2010 9:23 PM


You Lost The Trust I Given You , Bitch ,
I Am Not Gonna Trust You Anymore.

Boom!. Today Training was okay?.
PT, run as usual ><
TOC . WTF ._.
i was the casualty , last being carried up . 
joke ._. they use dunno alot method to carry me up ._.
my group only 5 ppl , 2 guys somemore that's why cmi :X.
went up , damn paiseh can :/ TSK ><
sorry to my group :P .
then do drills.
tired tired :X . after that go back SJ room play some games :P
finally win ._. walao , the guessing game idk what to draw . 
draw until cmi ._. :(
training end . she is goin :'( . 
idw can? :(.
that prawn prawn , TSKTSK. made me & sotong wait ._.
until now she sick . :( .
headache >< . hungry :B .
nth to eat :/
Blah , It's Nothing To Me Anymore , Dun Guess My Heart . 
It's Never Predictable .

Don’t look at me and say goodbye. Don’t whisper words to make me cry. Just walk away if you have to go. You will break my heart but I promise I would never let you know.

 For many times I said I wouldn’t love you anymore yet every time I lay my eyes on you, my heart starts to state these silent words, “I’m still not over you.”


12:24 AM


我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我 
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待 
等你有一天能感觉到我 
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有光和热
What's Wrong With You :(((


Friday, October 29, 2010 9:15 PM


Boring day :(
Parent's meeting . badbadbad.
result worseworseworse ._.
today bored until i sleep from 12 to 6.30pm ._.
wtf ._. tonight no need sleep liao .
tmr got cca ._. well saint john is isn't that fun anymore .
sometimes i hate training too :O. 
even though i like saint john ._.
&& 
Get Well Soon (; 
Drink More Water Sleep Early :D.
Bye .



Thursday, October 28, 2010 11:09 PM


11.11 . ♥ (: good luck for o level seniors :) & i will try as much as i can to give up already, you are worth for better person ♥


9:26 PM


 
I♥You Like How I Cookie Monster (:


HOLY ._. today last day .
sad can anot :( 
also Mrs Betty Chow last day :'(
tsk , she is a very very good principle leh~ .
although she always nag nag nag , 
but it's good for us isn't ? :X
gonna miss her looooooooong speeches .
happy learning , speak good english blah blah
the video touching leh . 
haha , idwhy me & jiayin cry :X  
hahah . holiday 2 months ._.
DO WHAT? :(
BORING BORING!!!
alot homework also ._. 
lalala , i want go out! :D heheheh
 but i dun want cca ._. lazy wake up so early.
tomorrow can sleep longer :D 
Parent meeting at 9.10 :) :) 
Chem paper tomorrow. o level i mean :) .
Jiayous Seniors! :D:D .
byeeeeeeeeeeee(:

A guy said to a girl, “You’re nice. The guy you love is lucky.” Then after a while, he showed her a picture, “She’s my girl.” And the girl said, “You know what? She’s luckier cause the guy I love loves her.”


 


Wednesday, October 27, 2010 11:11 PM


I Guess It Is Damn Difficult :X

Lala~ :) TODAY IS .
Miss Nyam ;
Wan Qian ; 
Bryan ;
Siti ;
Zhi Jian Sir
'S
BIRTHDAY! :D 
Heheh Happy Birthday :) Enjoy Your Days .
tmr last day liao :( .
i dun want leh . :X
i wonder tmr are you goin school anot :X
if not i dunno when i will see you again 
heeeheee .  
Last Long To Both Shawn & Sean ._.
&& MAGDELINE TAN BLAH BLAH :X HAHA! .
that random sotong ♥ (:
hahah wait-ed for her this week . :O
until 3 from tues :X 
tmr also :S
YAY tmr goin school with her :)
Today waited for sotong with Nicholas & Ke Wei! .
they actually goin home already :X they pei-ed me :)
they our class de gentlemen . not like someone in our class :D
tsk tsk ._. they super super funny can! :)
hahahahah . but i wonder how am i goin to wait for her tmr :X
RAWH >< yesterday stupid me have english hw forget to do .
last min do gastric very pain :/zzzzzzz ._.
alot holiday hw :/ CHEM ><
ASK KORKOR :D he say he know :)
he's science best subject ._.
mine fail ._. only subject that fail in overall :/
diu lian ._.
 friday parents meeting liao GG.
:@@ . idw holiday leh . though can sleep all day :D.
but boring . jio me out leh! ;P.
><>< okay my korkor want to use le~ . 
byeeeeeeeeeeee(:

Teach me how to be strong before you go. Teach me how to believe in your lies. Teach me how to control my tears before I start to cry. Teach me how to make you mine before you say goodbye.

I wonder why just when I learned to wait, it was when you never came. I wonder why just when I learned to laugh, it was when you made me cry. And I wonder why just when I’ve learned to love you, it was when you said goodbye. 
Now Is 11.11 , Should I Wait & Wait Again? :( .
IMY .


Tuesday, October 26, 2010 11:05 PM


Why Do My Heart Ache When I See You :( .
Stupid Me ._. FML

Today Was Normal ._.
art watch spirited away ( continue last week de)  
sleep in science lessons ^^ .
cause teacher was late . 
headache so sleep sleep :X
then do correction . 
after school :O waited for magdeline ^^ .
ZZZ.
CAN SOME 1G Ppl GO FOR THE CLASS OUTING! :@ .
&& SEAN LEONG YOU ARE DAMN BAD CAN?
WTF ._. 
BRYAN DID MAKE EFFORT FOR THE PLANING FOR THE CLASS OUTING KAY!.(?)
MEI YOU LIANG XIN ._.
WE NEED CLASS BONDING! :X HAHAH
GO FOR THE CLASS OUTING OR I SMACK U :D .
unless you really not free .
:B just now went to jp with korkor .
buy present for 4th month ._.
funny lo . YAY buy sushi~ .
he treat :O . now gastric pain ._. WTH
i go sleep liao , cannot tahan the pain ._.
BYE! 




No matter how many tears I've cried, you’re still not there. No matter how sweet my smile was, you still didn't care. No matter how much affection I show, I’m still at the dark. No matter how much I love you, you still broke my heart.


When I said “go”, I wasn't pushing you away but setting you free. When I said “enough”, I haven't given up, I just needed a break. When I said “goodbye”, I didn't mean farewell. But what could I do? You were gone before I could say “come back”.


I like you, don’t you know? I care for you, don’t you know? I love you, don’t you know? How stupid of me to ask you these questions! Of course, you don’t! How would you know I like you, care for you and love you when you’re busy loving someone else?  


Monday, October 25, 2010 11:09 PM


Tired To The Max Maxxxxxxxx  :( .out of sudden I feel like dying already......


7:33 PM


 
I Said Give Up ,
But My Heart Still Ache ._. 
FuckMyLife! :@
 THIS IS AHGONG WHO SITS ON PRIORITY SITS  :DD (Y)
 Hahah , i didn't post the one with more unglam ones ;)
 Trying To Take Revenge ._.

i lazy to post~ , haha
quotes then :) ♥ 


Fairy tales usually start with “once upon a time” and end with “and they lived happily ever after”. But for us it’s “they lived happily ever after once upon a time”.

It’s unfair to think so much of you when you’re not missing me at all, to cry when you never shed a tear, to love when you say words that hurt my heart and to live when you breathe for someone else.

I care for you and I know you know. That’s why I can’t understand why you have to hurt me the way you do. I’d like to ask you to explain but I know you don’t want to so I guess I’ll just be forever wondering what I meant to you.

 You promised me the moon yet you only gave me sorrow. You swore to me the stars but I only had pain. Now you pledge to me the sky when all I really need is you.

 How can I let go when my heart says hold on? How can I say goodbye when all I want to say is hello? How can I forget when I can’t stop thinking of you? How can you fall out of love just when I’m about to say I love you?

 



Sunday, October 24, 2010 10:40 PM


I Am Giving Up Liao . HAH :)
No Point Waiting For Someone Knowing He Doesn't Care.


YAWN >< Wake Up at 5.30AM!
actually is 5 :P i off the alarm & went back to sleep again ;) 
yesterday 's CPR test/practice make me ache everywhere >< :@ 
cannot even climb down my bed :/ tmr how ._.
 so wake up for some stupid walkathon .
reach HQ & started helping out ._.
why only like us helping!!!.
they say because is zone 4 organize de
haha we stack the bread ;D 
like we are selling like that :P 
then start walking .
walk-ed with ShuJing , Yi Fang & E.l.roy :)
Yi Jun good ._. never walk . help out :O
walk back take the water , bread & towel! .
YAY i got the white one :X .
lucky draw ._.
dun have my number 1009 ;(
then esther mdm came with some numbers , 
i got 1566 i think , i stm forgot liao ><
then draw dao leh! :D . 
but is for corp funds not mine :P $30 leh!!
after walkathon go to vivo ^^ . 
sleep in the bus , haha me & yi jun sleep until reach le also dunno :X
Yi Fang i think wake us up . haha . 
today yi jun is SUPER CUTE ONE :O .
*jealous ><
went to food republic to makan ;)
as usual i eat the SLOWEST! :@ .
hahahhaa funny part .
theres a auntie who love jia xin alot? :P
keep talking to us . then saw jiaxin dun have buy water ,
wanted to treat her :O 
dun have eat alot wanna treat her chicken rice .
hahaha but she kinda too KPO liao . :P
went home :X . bath 2 like that sleep until 7.30
HAHAH . actually dun want to wake up already ><
cause i remember i still have ecareers homework :(
I WAKE UP JUST FOR THAT LEH! :@@@
haven do finish , in progress :P .
& I STILL GOT SANA COURSE PROJECT :@ 
left one more ppl :X help me leh :X 
http://www.sana.org.sg/badgeproject/
go this web web :) 
do the question then the badge ID 
is 2010090717 :) 
PLEASE >< if not i GG .
haha Bye i go do my ecareers niao .
Not Forgetting You As My Best Friend .


Friday, October 22, 2010 11:11 PM


Should I Be Giving Up On Waiting For You ? 
I Dun Seems To Know What You Are Thinking .

HEEEE :D today wasn't that bored :D
hah i am so lazy ._. wake up at 1 today :O
& i wake up because of mama's call ._.
bout 3 like that Shiyi ; Sweeetie Ask me out ^^ 
meet jasmine to pass her the $$ .
still as chio as last time RAWH ><
jealous :O went to jp :)
heng i didn't late :D .
lala i bought one ring that changes with ur mood?
LIAR ._. but nvm :O quite nice anyway ^^ .
oh it says i flirty :X meaning i flirt sweetie HAHAH! 
but i love it okay :D I LOVE HER ALOOOOOT~
♥.
dun jealous please :O
joking :P haha
tomorrow have cca >< 
OMG i am super super tired .
have first aid test somemore . 
ZZZ  fail for sure ._.
RAWH i go study already if not really die :X .



Life is indeed unfair. There are times when I’d stare at the sky at night and wonder why you are my entire universe when I’m not even a little star in yours.


The rain reminds me of you, how cold you are, how gloomy you make me feel, how many tears I’ve shed because of you, how much damage you’ve caused and how stupid I am for still needing you.



Star Star , It's 11.11 now , i waited every night . :) just for u :).
♥ 


Wednesday, October 20, 2010 5:28 PM


I Got Fucking No Mood To Post ._.
Get Out Of My Mind Wouldn't You :(
I Am Seriously Tired Tired To The Max .
I Can't Promise To Smile Already.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010 8:49 PM


Today I Smile :) But I Dunno If Tomorrow I Will .


Lala ~ yesterday didn't get to sleep all the way to the morning ._.
due to mama!!! . wake me up at 9 :/ 
since her birthday jiu wake up lo :)
crab crab :D then cake :O 
today check paper again ._. 
history i still fail :(
2 marks bozoh! if my MCQ get higher jiu hao :X sad sad .
i pass chinese oral yet bad bad marks :(
maths plus two marks :B but it doesn't make a big difference :/
english now ._. tmr getting SA2? :O but not the overall or whatever? .
i hope i pass everyone pass too :X
GOD
I WANT TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS WITH SAME OLD PEOPLE :D BLESS US OKAY ♥
okay byebye ._.
It’s hard to pretend you love someone when you don’t. But it’s harder to pretend you don’t love someone when you really do.

:'(


Monday, October 18, 2010 5:17 PM


Lalalalala~.. today got scriptchecking ._. 
FML can :/ what hell result i got .
cause me no mood for the whole day :X.
gonna give my mama her biggest birthday present this year :)
i guess i will be in NA next year . RAWH .
our class 5 or 6 people pass english paper 2 only huh? 
1G;Gang the most zai class :) of course i didn't pass :D
3 pass 3 fail . hmm sorry for those i ignore or give attitudes or what ever .
i totally got no mood to talk , plus you all KEEP asking the fucking idiot result.
sorry :O . this is the 1st ever worst result in my life till now :P .
byebye i gonna off my com , off my phone go to bed ,sleep
until tomorrow & forget every single thing . :)

I Shouldn't Think That You Will Still Ever Care . 
Let Me Rot Then ._. 
I Shouldn't Miss You , Wait For Your Message ,
Wait For You To Talk To Me , It Is Just SoSoSo Stupid .
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((


Saturday, October 16, 2010 8:58 PM


I Need A Big Big Break ._. I Am Sick & Tired Of Every Single Thing Already!!!! :@


Friday, October 15, 2010 9:15 PM


I Am Tried Of Life Without Talking To You . You Are Online , I Am Online . I Am Waiting For You To Talk To Me Knowing That Even You Talk To Me . It Will Be Cold , Mean & We Will Stop Talking Just After Few Words But I Just Want To Talk To You ._. It Means You Still Remember Me :/ As A Friend.But I Know It Will Only Be In My Dreams :) Now You're Sad , Down , Whatever :( I Can't Do Anything To Help To Cheer You Up. I Am Just That Noob , Useless . Trying Very Very Hard To Forget , To Let Go Nothing Seems To Help . Where I Am Always Have Memories With You , Alot Alot Memories . Can I Have A Reformat Button In My Brain? So That I Can Forget Everything & Live Life To The Fullest . I Know You Can Live Without Talking , Seeing Me & I Guess You Dun Even Wanted To Know Me In The First Place Isn't? Please Be Happy From Now On .(:


Can You Make Me Smile Again? :(


 
Detective Dee was not bad :X 
At first we thought we have gone to the wrong room :P
then was the correct one . haha funny :) .
tmr i dun think i am goin out :/
at home sleep all day long~ :P
my eyes very pain from the morning till now :B
I dun want go school on monday leh~~ 
not because of getting the results . 
cause i know i wun pass everything ;)
lala._. who cares . 
byebye. 


HEY BITCH , GO AWAY! :@ I HATE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!


Thursday, October 14, 2010 10:09 PM


Lala~ Can I Do This?(:
Today Totally Fail Man .
My oral was like . OHMYTIAN ;(.
SURE FLUNK DE LO :((((
i dun have the intention to stay in express liao lah .BLAH BLAH .

You Make Me Smile , But Now You Dun :(




I Am Finding Millions Way To Make My Heart Unwilling To Love .

 Accidents do happen. I slip, I stumble, I fall and I usually don’t mind them at all. But now I don’t know what to do cause I slipped and fell in love with you.

  

Why You ? Can't It Be Others ...


I Wish-ed I At Least Meant Something To You .


If I get scared, would you hold me tight? If I do something wrong, would you make it right? If I build a fire, would you guard the flame? If I tell you I love you, would you feel the same way?


Wednesday, October 13, 2010 3:17 PM


I Dunno Why I Still Care About You When I Know I Shouldn't :O 
Maybe I Still Love You .


Tuesday, October 12, 2010 12:17 AM


Do You Still Remember When We First Meet? 
Is 30 May 2010 :) In School :X


Monday, October 11, 2010 8:33 PM






Today I dun feel like having a long post :)
lol today maths not enough time lah~ 
tmr science wtf ._. i haven study .
so many things to remember .
then thrusday oral liao leh :(
die die :/ byebye i go mug mug :) 
Lala?Will You Call Me That Again?


1:05 PM


To Someone (: , I Know Somethings Happened Again . Please Dun Be Sad .I Will Be There For You As Your Sweetest , Nicest Stranger Or Best Friend . I Know You Might Not Even Want To Talk To Me Lah ._. Up To You . :/


Sunday, October 10, 2010 10:28 PM


Facebook Is A Heartbreaker Sometimes .
You Have A Good Good Friend Le Isn't ? :(


1:04 PM


You Make Me Believe In 11.11 (:
When I Know Wishes Doesn't Really All Come True .



You Won't Remember Anything We Been Though Isn't? 
If You Don't , I Will.




If I Can , I Wish To Go Back To The Day I Just Meet You .

I Need You Now? :(


Yesterday ,  I Said Your Name So Much That I Didn't Even Realized Until She Told Me ><
Heehee , I Am Back ._. 
LOL my com sot plug so few days can't use , today okay already .
later dunno tmr what will happen . i hope it stays okay :P
tmr maths paper one ._. 
i haven revise :( so gg.com liao :)
EOY quick quick finish can? RAWH . 
still got oral nia . lai lao shi .
never go though .. die liao lahhh :(
Although you may not love me, although you may not care, if you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me.

You're the reason I live, you're the reason I'd die, you're the reason I smile yet breakdown and cry. You're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. But without you in my life, I'm nothing at all.
 



To That Bitch Over There , Maybe You Will See My Blog? 
Heehee IDK . Stop Everything That Pissed Me & Her Off.
We Get Enough Of You Already! 
Can You At Least Have Your Own Freaking Bitch Styles?
Calling You Dog = Insulting Dog Man ._. 
Dog So Cute :) Not Like You . 
I Know You Very Pretty Lah . 
Dun Need To Say Others Are Not Handsome Or Pretty .(:
Oh Well Get Good Result & Go To 1H .
You Are The Only Person I Dun Want To See In 1G 2010
Even Next Year , I Dun Wish To Be In The Same Class As You , 
I Rather Drop (:
Enough Of Your Rubbish , Bye (:
 


Friday, October 8, 2010 9:34 PM


Does Wishes Really Really Come True? :(


Thursday, October 7, 2010 7:25 PM


If Only You Were There :(
WTF ._. Maths Paper was rubbish also .
i dunno what i am doin :/
i can say bye bye to 2G 2011 liao :(
i wish i will be in the same class with same ppl :(
if only i can . :/
tmr english paper 2 ._. wth i dunno how to study . 
EOY . is just a waste of time . :(
You Walk Off Just Like That :( 
Do You Even Know Me As Your Friend Already? 
You This Heartless One :( 

While walking down the street, I heard an old lady say, “I’ve been in love with the same man for almost 50 years.” I was touched. But then she said, “I wish he knew.”

 
I wish I could turn back time and stop it not on the day we met but on the day we really got along. Why? Nothing really. I just miss what it feels like to be so happy when you are with me.

Booya , Yes I Miss You :O 


Yours truly,

HuiXuan;THX {♥}

With Loveeesss,

Lovee:
~My Family ♥
~Jasmine ♥
~Freda ♥
~Magdeline ♥
~Joanna ♥
~Yi Jun ♥
~Gege ♥
~Shi Yi ♥
~Sze Jie ♥
~Vernice ♥
~JiaYin ♥
~Karel ♥
~XinXin ♥
~Yi Fang ♥
~Shu Jing ♥
~LongZe ♥
~KarHow ♥
~Alvin ♥
~Elroy ♥
~Sjab Seniors ♥
~1G;Gang 2010 ♥
~SJAB :) ♥

I Love The Way We Are Nothing Else More Than Friends (: ♥


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