♥ I Care ,
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 11:38 PM


 
Everything Change , You Make My Heart Sink . I Hate Present :(((
Happy Teacher's Day (:
today wasn't a good day :(.
goin back Xingnan was so boring .
BORED :/
went to wu gui de house to play with her hamster LOL.
so cute can?. photo tmr or other time . 
i have no mood to do anything . 
had a super small conversation with my real korkor(:
LOL , he told me somethings i dun think is gonna be right arh?
but then i think is nv gonna be right :/
but then i everytime got things jiu ask him de lo ><
he know all my secrets sia :X 
i am so so so tired :/
i dunno what i can do now ><
hmm, tmr goin to do chinese project :/
can i dun go :(((( .
i super super sad leh :/
LOL , i got nth to write le ar..
byebye . :/
Can't You Stop ? :(
Cause I Am Breaking Down Soon , My Heart Is Dying :/


12:05 AM


I am super bored >< . 
Hmm i can't sleep :/
Gastric Pain Again :/
i am just waiting , but i know nothing gonna come out (:
tmr will be the day , and sorry , bye


Monday, August 30, 2010 11:11 PM


 
My Every Decision Seems To Be Wrong :/
i dunno how to continue life ,
it is sooooo difficult .
you lied . hmm magdeline say i change le .
haha . to kinda weird weird .
did i? ._. but we know someone change more ><
we kinda miss it lo . haiz. my life is always always wrong .
when is it gonna be alright? :/ 
or maybe is never gonna be alright?
sze jie , you say yours is worse but i am still feeling so ...
aiyo .nothing seems to gonna go right :/
my heart eventually gonna break soon . 
byebye
I Am Sorry!


Friday, August 27, 2010 10:28 PM


 
I Love Danbo Alot Man :X
Haha I MIA 3 days :X . 
cause my internet spoilt :(.
i am super bored this 3 days . 
and dunno what's wrong lah .
my science fail :/
5 marks lehhh :(.
i dun like today lahh . 
miss nyam so weird de leh :/
haiz , missed the chance le lah .
Eirah I told you le :( i wun get it de . 
i shall forget it :) .
hmm common test de marks really CMI le lah
i dunno what to write :/ 
hmm today my straw star drop on the floor , 
then one meimei go pick up and its gone :X .
haha , JOANNA! , i saw chloe & cheyne lehhh :D
i damn sleepy now , still have cca tmr :/
oh haha my letter haven write , i shall clear it tmr :D
haha , i will post tmr or sunday de ^^ .
unless anything happen .
haha bye :D 
Sorry To 2 Person :(
Why Must You Ignore? I Just Want My Normal Life To Continue .
Back To Last Time :(


Monday, August 23, 2010 8:02 PM


 
Day 15- The person you miss the most

I Miss The Old Us , Why Can't We Be Like The Past? . Maybe You Know I Am Saying You . 
I Know We Can't Be Like The Past Anymore... I Am Sorry. But You Mean Alot To Me . Alot But Is Just That You Dunno Anything . Nvm . :/

Hellos , Today Went to The Dunno What YOV( Youth Olympic Village ) .
SO BORING ONE CAN? plus warm lah.
then after that went buy bubble tea all that :X .
went home , now so sian de .
homework later on , 
byes :/
i feel like crying now :( . why can't you just understand?
it doesn't mean i can't care for you as a best friend anymore :((((


Sunday, August 22, 2010 7:49 PM


Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to
 I Dunno :X

Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a pain
Hmmm , Nobody :D

Day 13- Someone you wish could forgive you
Them? hmm sorry if i shouted/ignore u :X cause i really wasn't in that mood to talk . Sorry :)

Day 14- Someone you've drifted away from

Vernice , Sze Jie , Jia Yin . i dunno why , we seems not close as last time right? yeah it seems to be my fault or what . but then i seems to dunno how to communicate le . i am sorry , but vernice , you change alot alot do you know? until the vernice that i dunno . to be true i want abit of the old vernice back . you change the bad to the good , but you change your good to the bad . it is the same. Sze Jie , i miss the time we go slack in jp blah blah , you know what i mean :) Jia Yin , i miss the time we share secrets :) . it is nv gonna be the same . even though i miss it. SORRY .


Hello, sorry , so long nv post ._. 
very busy like that :P 
yesterday went to hill grove for sec one enrollment .
so sian de that parade . 
after that got performance . 
quite nice ^^ some boring only .
but then fail to take photos .
my bao bei phone bo batt ._.
sms before the performance starts but then sms until byebye.
:( have dinner . hmm it is better then the camp food :) .
LOL . the scary part.
we walk to the MRT .
so dark , plus we like keep seeing wrong thing ._.
sorry yi jun , i scare dao u ><
after that we send magdeline to queenstown :)
cause if we dun send her she alone . SCARY YOU KNOW? 
while walking , i was in the middle mah . yi jun beside me . got one shadow or whatever
pass by , walao . i xia dao leh . SCREAM ._. then they also scream . after that then i know it 
was a cat ._. 
stupid me :P. sorry leh. after that went home . reach about 10 plus . 
haha , went home pack my things then sleep . until today 1 plus then wake up :P
haha , my homework all not done , i am dead liao . 
okay byebye i goin to do my homework le >< 
I Guess I Will Never Fall For You Right?e






Tuesday, August 17, 2010 8:07 PM


 
Day 9 -Someone you wish you could meet
i wish i could meet my ah ma bahs , i never saw her since i was 3 :( i miss her alot lo. i wish to see her again :) i dunno what to what :X


Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

Hmm Jasmine Goh :) . i didn't talk to u alot since we are not in the same school le :/
i wish to meet up with u at the same old place :) you know where right? haha . but then
you are super busy with ur dragon boat , and u became so dark liao. this year , your birthday , u better leave one day for me and joanna to help u celebrate okay? my birthday u not free liao so hehe u know :) i hope i was in yuan ching man.I miss you alot Jasmine ; 5477 :D haha . 



Hello
yesterday busy plus my brother dun let me use ><
so nv post , today i dun let him use ;D hehe . 
today have test , D&T , i dunno how sia , cause sir yesterday then say after that i dunno anything :X
so never study , tmr have chinese test , sian
i hate test , i flunk my science paper and english .
oh my god :X science i fail until really aiyo ><
english hmm half fail half pass .? LOL.
maths forgot ask teacher i dun wish to fail .
i am gonna done my star le >< few more ,
but then my hand pain .
today stupid , so suay fall down LOL . stupid!
i am so bored now >< 
i finish my sticky le leh :(
hmm . okay go study my chen yu liao.
if not tmr CMI . haha okay byebye.

I Feel That I Am Drifted From You All Already , 
I Dun Understand Le. 



Sunday, August 15, 2010 10:30 PM


Day 8 - Your Favourite Internet Friend

Dunno who to write leh? So i dun write le  hehee .i so bad :X 

i dunno what to post also , kinda dunno what wrong with me >< siao le lo .
i like goin sick le >< shit lah . i miss my chocolate and sticky >< hehe . i am so bored now :(. now i have a weird weird feeling . oh man :( plus my homework haven done :P okay i have nth to write le lah . byebye. :)


Why Dun You Just Understand?


Saturday, August 14, 2010 9:05 PM


我根本不知道现在发身了什么事。你让我变得不知道要说什么了,我好像很累了,我好像不是我,我好想以前的我们,不是现在的我们。现在,好像什么都变了.我想,一天睡了,不想再起来。什么都不管了.(It Is Just Nth Not Referring To Anyone )
I am so stupid ,you are not bad , i am not going to not care , ignore , care ,you . you are my best friend FOREVER understand?.


5:29 PM



 
Hello, yesterday was too tired to post so i missed day 6 :)

Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

 Hmm my ex-boyfriend haha :) i didn't regret stead-ing with u okay?. even is 3 days only >< ,cause you are so good and nice :) , i know u since primary one . and u will not see this letter :) me and you are now in a different school you are in jurong :( u should have come westwood hehe joking , me and alot of friends miss you alot . you are my best best friend :) u always help me in everything . i still remember i help u and her . oh god i feel stupid >< everyone will think i am stupid lah . but me and you are super best friend , hmm yesterday de yesterday u just message me . but only awhile >< . i hope to see you on teachers day man! . you promise me to go for the class outing end up u didn't hate u lah! . last year ur present from me and jasmine was so zai right? haha! we dunno what to give u . now i found someone with a same birthday with u haha . so random :/ is E.l.roy . my senior . you never fail to make me laugh ♥ i only see you on 241 bus sometimes haha . i hope to see you soon . cause i miss you my best best 'boy' friend :)
E.l.roy your long waiting letter is done :) haha!

i am done with my day 7 letter :) today i didn't anyhow. at home was boring to the hell! . today didn't to homework i was so lazy to do . tmr ? i am not sure maybe is busy with blogshop things i dunno lahhhhhh . haha . i think i am getting over you :) so now i really dun like anyone le :) 

To My Dearest Mei Mei ; Joanna Lye :) :

You Should be happy like last time , i miss you alot , you should jiayous!!! anything just tell me okay ? i will be ur listening year like today for life . you need a break , .lets go out together with Jasmine^^ . i miss you two alot alot . okay dun ever say u are ..... soon . if you wan to lets do that together :) haha . you understand mah? >< okay byebye ♥♥


Thursday, August 12, 2010 10:32 PM


Day 5 - Dream
 
Haha dream .. never really thought of that lah. travel all over the world with someone ( idk) lol , i dunno my dream , then how am i gonna write?shit le . can i dun write? CAUSE OF E.L.ROY :D
haha but i really dunno what to write. 


Today after school wait till 2.30 for chinese then till 3 :P magdeline, yi jun and longze? wait for me :P i so bad :X we went to jp hehe have lunch :) after that go popular buy correction tape so zai lo >< after that yi jun go le , hmm sorry yi jun i hope u are okay .sorry leh
hehe then go wait for someone :D shh. something super funny happen!.hmm then 5 plus jiu go home .magdeline go home 1st then i go top up my phone :) longze pei me again :X until 6 . sorry lah dun angry liao :) smile smile . dun emo >< everyday emo . today at jp i was joking lah dun angry le . pei him wait for 99 then go home  thanks for pei-ing me :D . reach home , then korkor come home le . till now i was using com :P tmr have science common test , last test but then alot ppl dun wan study le like me . tmr also o level oral leh! , hmm Jiayous okay? good luck and score :D hehe . hmm byebye i go study my science . 

To Those Who Are Sick Get Well Soon :) 
(alot so nv name out :P)



Wednesday, August 11, 2010 11:17 PM


Day 4 - Silbling :)
 
Hehe , i seems to lost your headphone photo :( . this one is better then the one u are sleeping :)hmm , you wun see this letter anyway so i can anyhow write also :) i seems everyday also anything lo .okay , My brother , funny lo you everytime say dun wan end up u did it :) like i ask u throw something / get me something or help me buy water , you say dun wan go buy urself end up helping me buy :)when i dunno my science i will ask u :) no matter u are busy or not u will give me answers but is wrong de :D haha, you and her should last long dun ever bully her .she very cute and funny haha , but i know u wun bully her lo u treat her so good one.i shall buy u penguin de toy LOL and wu gui for her .thanks for everything :) no matter what u will still be my brother and being bullied by me :) haha 
i am done :)



hmm today kanasai lao pc make us stay :( i hate her like so much! then 2 then dismiss from her ._. waste my 30 minutes listening to rubbish :( . then go find magdeline and yi jun . then karhow and longze there hmm then go jp eat , feast there that chicken rice not nice de :( . after that go buy star star ♥ hehe , suddenly not feeling well :/ then i still dun wan go home hehe . but then yi jun must reach home by 4 so jiu go home le . go home alone is no fun :X hehe . but bo bian lo . reach home , heheh i sleep awhile :X then long ze sms me plus mama call me wake up le . for dinner so wake up :) haha long ze go have hair cut hmm tmr go see see :P later he hide :( . now my hand pain le lah, fold star until pain :X hmm have to study my math? graph only ;) . byebye ♥


Tuesday, August 10, 2010 9:07 PM


Day 3 - Parents 

Hmm no pictures :P 
I dunno how to start leh . okay mama , hmm although u always nag nag nag :) which i always dun care and you nag more . you always try to give me what i want, what i like. hehe .always cook what i like :)sorry for making u and daddy have cold war , but actually not my fault :X though u say u only give me $-- for one week , end up u give me more when i take from u but always get scolding again :P.

As for daddy , thanks for sending me to school every single day unless i say i goin to school myself . u always help me when mama is scolding me :) then u and her dun talk for awhile or days . hehe . and also always joke with me :) make me laugh until i am like a crazy girl :P since young u nv beat me be4 :) only mama does :) hmm i think u nv scold me very bad like mama be4? always treat me like better then korkor . hehe i so bad >< . hmm i dunno how to write le .


hehe my letter was no nice :) today nth much at home the whole day . and now i was studying for history oh my god . i really dunno how to study le lah it so difficult to revise! . okay bye tmr then post :)


Monday, August 9, 2010 7:17 PM


 
Day 2 - Crush 
LOL i dun have crush how to write sia? hmm anyhow lo? :/

Hmm to blah blah blah, i dunno if i like u anot leh actually ><. it seems so ?. i shouldn't have like you actually . i told myself not to like anyone :) cause i know that person wun like you back :) . i will try to forget those feelings :D to just maintain my happiness .I feel that the way i talk to u is just simply different from others :X cause u are just so different .i will just treat u back as a friend :D .or whatever lah . i dun think u will ever read it >< . i dunno what to write anymore >< i hate this day 2 letter :( .


Today went to vernice hse to do homework . lol yesterday go library :) on the way , was with LongZe, reach le awhile then he go le :O .thanks for pei me again :X Vernice lend me her history textbook yeah , i forgot to bring home AGAIN :( Thanks Vernice ♥ .  I wonder why my stm so serious . i am dead . hmm just recall last year i fall :( i think my backbone have problem cause of that fall :( . i still remember i was with Joanna & Angela >< PAIN lo . they still laugh at me .forget it , i hope mine wun be very bad . But i have a bad feeling :( i feel so jelly like that >< hehe i dunno why . oh i haven eat :P okay i go eat my mama cook de le bye bye :)


12:29 AM


Long Ze What's Wrong? It Doesn't End .


Sunday, August 8, 2010 8:25 PM


Day 1~Bestfriends


 
Jasmine & Joanna!
Hehe not shocking to see u two here :D
since primary 5 we are like best friends already?

hmm Jasmine , i still remember we are like enemy in primary four .
we hate each other alot :P but see now? haha . i miss you alot .
you and joanna good lo go yuan ching :X.
hmm .. we always fight over super small things :P .
and miss lim always help us . 
she still scold me :(.but fights seems to make our friendship became closer? :D
hehe i guess so . hmm last last year 's birthday was nice and i can't forget it :D.
thanks for everything (L) . hehe not forgetting when u act u angry me . u FAIL :D
we are enemy to friend to good friend to best friend to besties to buddy to sister :)
& i love you super super lots . meet up soon! i miss you alot too :P ♥♥

hmm Joanna. i know u though primary 5 camp :D .and you are the one who make me and jasmine become friend . thanks ♥ hehe . u and jasmine always angry me one lo .and we go jasmine house to play with Cheryl , Chloe , Cheyne ,Cayden , Cavier . hehe and you come my house to sleep :P . do some weird things .. hehe :P i miss all the things man .hmm this year's birthday was you celebrating with me hehe thanks .& i miss the past . u always cheer me up no matter what :) Thanks thanks :) i love you lots lots :) ♥


 
Hahaa ..Magdeline & Yi Jun :).
Hmm Magdeline of course wun see this? yi jun maybe bahs..

Magdeline.. i know u since nursery :) hehe 9 years of friendship.
i cherish it alot .hmm sometimes you always angry me. yijun was there helping me one ><
hehe . you are so fierce you know :P . but you always pei me go home :) . our friendship became better because of Saint John :) i love Saint John heheh :) Hope our friendship still can last super long :) We shall trash others in the inter- ug next year :) .thanks for everything ♥ last long with him :X i am jealousy :P joking.

Yi Jun :) . i know you since primary 6 or 5 though Vanessa ♥ hehe . and just got to know you more and closer to you this year though Saint John too .hmm we shall be like Krystal , Diana and Yi Chin :) Next Year de Fac & inter- ug we must jiayous ^^ hehe . yi jun likes to say : so cute! at babys :) . haha she is also cute . hmm dun care the ------- lah . ------- make you angry again tell me i go whack -------. hehe joking later you whack me 1st . CHEER :).



Hehe Yi Fang & Shu Jing :) & JiaXin  . ( no pics , Yi Fang Say Unglam :))

All my seniors . thanks for helping me , yi jun and magdeline everytime.hehe yi fang i still remember my belt at your there . sorry . shujing blur blur like me :) oh and the person who tag ur name is me . LOL . i am super gong that day . hehe sorry . hmm all from 2G one :) Gs rocks :) shujing dun always make me talk to your hand leh like yi fang mah ^^ she dunno i take her picture? hmm not sure , hmm thanks for the drills everything . i cry u yi fang also cry. aiyo . i dun wan cry de lo . >< sorry . as for jiaxin hehe teach me drills sometimes u also dunno one funny lah! . hmm always meet you at the 185 bus stop de HEHE & you are sms-ing your boy friend :X . haha lovess :) 



LONG ZE :)
Hmm i dun have your picpic lah(facebook de dun have you alone :P), dunno if you will even read it anot :X hmm i just know you not very long right? i know you though Magdeline. now you dun wan talk to me le :( dun wan reply me also . thanks for the treats . and sorry for making you angry . thanks for sending me home . sorry for pangseh you >< for two days somemore :P thanks for making me have a happy day and smile :) . dun angry le can? dun emo , dun sad , i give you more chocolate :D hehe joking . SMILE can? i know to u is difficult lah . try to smile can? thanks for every thing hehe :) :D Thanks for knowing you :)STOP EMO-ING :) CHEER :D


 
Hahah Elroy XU . hmm always mix you up with elroy tan :P.sorry .
know you in Saint John too :) haha . senior . thanks for making me smile & laugh in Saint John with all your lamest joke ever :) haha always poke u . but now cannot le . dun wan poke you any more :) .thanks for lending your belt at first though i dun need le :) thanks for helping me make my belt when it is spoil :P , teaching me drills all this . hmm haha :) 



 
Hehe All 1G de :) hmm i dunno what to write also :P hmmm ? thanks for making me laugh in class , hehe namely Sze Jie , JiaYin , Karel , Shi Yi , Le Hui , Hoi Kay & Vernice :P  Just thanks :D .♥



Hmm i toook very long to write , hehe noob me :X . i dunno what to write mah  ,still have de leh Freda and Gege .and alot :P sorry okay i love them alot okay? dun SNATCH :D you snatch i bite you! .♥!!


Saturday, August 7, 2010 8:31 PM


Tay Long Ze Cheer lah . Hmm SMILE :) 


7:21 PM


 
Hello!
it has been so long i nv post .
hmm no more staying back le right?
kinda stupid yesterday .
hmm 3 photo above is my senior .
& I LOVE THEM FREAKING MUCH CAN?
they always help me .
u know how stupid i am .
i lose my belt and i tot of yi fang :P
cause i put everything on her uniform cover there .
and really at her there .
sorry yi fang :P
yesterday very busy plus i dunno why very gong like that .
everything anyhow one .
NDP , what a sad thing happen .:(.
hmm sorry yi jun , mag , yi fang :(.
after that folkdance .
oh my god lah .
1G didn't win .
but we did our best right?
hmm still have maths .
sian lo .until 2 .
choing to lakeside . so stupid lah ><
forget it.
then wait wait wait untill 5.30 .
go to swensen .
hmm Long Ze treat ice cream,
nv eat alot :) .cause Long Ze treat friends also .
dun snatch :) thanks btw :)
8 then reach home .
then suddenly remember to buy yi jun de top up .
rush to buy ><
heng she receive it .
slack at bus stop with Long Ze :D
home then awhile sleep le .tired ><
last week / last two week everyday sleep at 12-1.plus .
tired tired. maths teacher biased!!!
i sleep in her class for 10 minutes only she say me but nv scold .
my two other friend side by side . sleep for almost 1 period teacher nv see and nv scold .
what a logic?she teach maths nobody understand , now i think i will fail for that chapter!.
suan le dun wan talk about her .
well i was thinking should i do the 30 days letter?
hmm maybe ?i too bored :P.
Jasmine i take from ur blog okay? hmm dun say i nv say >< 
hehe . dun angry :D .
okay byebye (L).
will post this few days le .
not so busy :)

我以为,我们可以永远牵着彼此的手,一起走下去♥
( I Only Like This Pharase , I Saw It On A Book In Popular , While Waiting For Long Ze .:))
In My Mind , The Only Word I Can Find Now Is , Sorry .



Sunday, August 1, 2010 10:31 PM


Can I ...?
you broke my heart fucking lots.
i dun even know what happen .
end up like this :(.
can i even know the reason?
u dun even say .
until ...
hmm . i seriously dun understand.



Yours truly,

HuiXuan;THX {♥}

With Loveeesss,

Lovee:
~My Family ♥
~Jasmine ♥
~Freda ♥
~Magdeline ♥
~Joanna ♥
~Yi Jun ♥
~Gege ♥
~Shi Yi ♥
~Sze Jie ♥
~Vernice ♥
~JiaYin ♥
~Karel ♥
~XinXin ♥
~Yi Fang ♥
~Shu Jing ♥
~LongZe ♥
~KarHow ♥
~Alvin ♥
~Elroy ♥
~Sjab Seniors ♥
~1G;Gang 2010 ♥
~SJAB :) ♥

I Love The Way We Are Nothing Else More Than Friends (: ♥


Scream Love,

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